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[21 Dec 2004|12:11am] |
I AM: tired
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: so much shit to do
I WISH: i was in utah with lola and messed up
I HATE: having nothing to do + liars
I FEAR: losing the people that im attached to
I HEAR: the same music replaying over and over again all day
I WONDER: what my future holds
I REGRET: nothing, everything happens for a reason
I LOVE: food
I ACHE: always
I ALWAYS: complain?
I AM NOT: perfect
I DANCE: the best when im drunk
I SING: when im driving by myself
I CRY: a lot, when im hurt
I MISS: him and her
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: college essays + thats it
I WIN: always
I LOSE: never, cuz i always win
I CONFUSE: myself... and others too i assume
I NEED: a lover that doenst lie to me
I SHOULD: move on
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[20 Dec 2004|11:47am] |
funny survey type thing, stars are yes
i have kissed someone...
***on the cheek.
***on the lips.
***on their hands or fingers.
***in my room.
***in their room.
***of the same sex.
***of the opposite sex.
***younger than me.
***older than me.
with jet black hair.
***with curly hair.
***with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
***with straight hair.
***smaller/shorter than me.
***bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
***who was drunk.
***who was high.
***who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
***who I didn't really want to kiss.
***on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
***who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
***at a show/concert.
***at the beach.
***in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
***with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
***who was/is my good friend.
***who was/is in a band.
***who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
***in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
***with an accent.
with an std.
***on a boat.
***in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.***almost haha
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
***in the movies.
eskimo style.
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[15 Mar 2004|11:02pm] |
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| the story of my current relationship |
[26 Jan 2004|09:43pm] |
It's just like you to contest
You wear it like a label on your breast
Don't you see what this takes of me?
A certain callousness complies
With your charm & in your pride
A hopeful look draped in despise.
I want to give you
Whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it what I need?
I want to give you
Whatever you need.
What is is you need?
Is it within me?
It's hard to explain how I am getting by
On so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself
Get so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would
Be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection but you
Seem to push me far away from you.
The harder I push the further I fall.
Well you don't mind me being headstrong.
But you don't want to sing along.
Maybe it's trite but I can always be wrong
Try not to be wrong.
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[30 Dec 2003|10:13am] |
You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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[30 Dec 2003|10:10am] |
The nights are forever,
I can’t get to sleep cause I know there’s a reason.
I’m in this too deep
And I’m not sure that without you,
I’m giving it away. yeah.
after all you're my wonderwall
>the space between the tears we cry is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
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| im really bored so i did this |
[05 Dec 2003|09:27pm] |
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okay so its a snow day and it SUCKs because when u are at peddie and it snows you usually have school.. but we dont which is strange..well anyways im stranded at peddie for the weekend, so cool .. school is cancelled for tomorrow... but we still have to be here tonight ( friday) wecant go home till tomorrow morning.. i dont fucking understand half of their decisions.. seriously they do everything they possibly can to avoid our living of normal lives.. yes.. saturday classes SWEET peddie.. sooooo im stuck here tonight, and tomorrow when wifey goes home and the day students do not come, karli will be stuck at school, probably in her room all day.. that makes me so fucking happy.. what do i have to look forward to for tomorrow? no wifey, no shawn, nothing at all but fucking
SNOWSNOWSNOW!!!!!!!!! THANKS DEVON FOR STRANDING ME AT SCHOOL
i have to figure out something to do tomorrow and sunday because there is no way im staying in my room for 2 days straight.. fuck...
i talked to my little lover Joey today, i miss him, i haven't talked to him in a long time.. we are going to get married one day and have a happy happy life
First best friend: lola.. we met in the womb babbbyy
First real memory of something: i remember crying because i wanted to paint
First real kiss: ahhh try like summer before freshman year
First Job: hmmmm candy store maybe i think there was something before i forget tho
First screen name: karligirl2000
First self purchased album: mm i dunno i Dl music :-x
First funeral: syrena's dad
First pets: cosmo my little dog
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was wayyy lil'
First true love: my family
First enemy: haha theres a lot at peddie, i dont make enemies its all their fault
First big trip: hmm i always travel!
First play/musical/performance: hmmm it might have been the Spice Girls
First musician you remember hearing in your house: mm prolly like Bruce
Last cigarette: eeeweee smoking is gross
Last big car ride: biggest
Last kiss: last week..damnit
Last good cry: first time i really cried over a boy and before that, when summer was over
Last library book checked out: i dont rent books
Last movie seen: umm well im gonna see Pirates of the Carribean with WIFEY tomorrow!
Last beverage drank: Fruit Punch Gatorage
Last food consumed: Double Chocolate Milano Cookies...soo good
Last crush: he makes me soooo happpy
Last phone call: shawn!
Last tv show watched: i live at school, im amish when im at school as laura says, i dont watch tv here
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: Etnies.. my snow shoes loll right
Last item bought: hmmmmmm a drink probably
Last disappointment: who the hell cares
Last soda drank: ginger ale
Last ice cream eaten: haha i dont know.. white with black dots.. lol Devon
Last shirt worn: my nice white A&F collarshirt that happens to be see through.. sweet
hurray i fucking love
:::snow:::
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| AS LOVERS GO |
[23 Sep 2003|10:50am] |
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She said, "I've gotta be honest.
You're wasting time if your're fishing round here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken,
'Cause I'm not fooling.
This feeling is real."
And she said, she said, "You've gotta be crazy.
What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?
You got wits, you got looks, you got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong, all wrong,
But you've got me."
This is easy as lovers go
So don't complicate it by
hesitating
This is wonderful as loving goes
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?
I said, "I've gotta be honest.
I've been waiting for you all my life.
For so long I thought I wasn't gonna settle down,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
The feel of you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my sight."
You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight
Tonight, tonight
You've got me
I'll be true
I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go,
So dont complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?</right>
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[03 Sep 2003|11:04pm] |
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Guys im going Friends onlyyyyyy (for most of my entries) soon... comment and ill add you to my list!!!
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| im a loner dottie..a rebel |
[01 Sep 2003|10:52pm] |
Come tomorrow i'll be on my way back home
In the morning call from a roadside telephone
One night doesn't mean the rest of my life
If i go it's not impossible but possible is probably wrong
So, let go because i'm afraid to try
I'll keep my hands by my side
I won't come back
I hope someday you'll understand i want to try
And make it right but dont' know if i can
Last night everything was right and the rain was gone
One summer night's the only time we've known
So, shut your eyes and when you wake i'll be gone
wow
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| o0ooo.. i think id be good for you and you'd be good for me |
[01 Sep 2003|10:13pm] |
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field hockey camp highlights
~~>wood and i didnt get into any fights today
~~>>i was in a "better" mood and i didnt play like shit today ~ grreat thing!
~~>>aerobic session- it was hilarious and fun..i need to get in shapppe
~~>>yoga sucked- im not very flexible- our instructor was a bimbo and talked non-stop, her "assistant" was more like her and she just bossed her around..fun stuff..ding
~~>> our team went to the movies and saw freaky friday...i fell asleep after i ate my big bag of cotton candy
the internet in this dorm shuts off at 11:17- nothing could piss me off more.why does this school have to make everything so difficult
Peddie is the Worsttt
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| lets go back to the start |
[31 Aug 2003|08:35pm] |
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today was the woooorstttt ... got yelled at 3 times by wood <--greeat stuff
our team went to julie's house- we ate icecream- it made me happy..brightened up my fucking beat ass dayyy
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LaurAliCiouS: and i was hearing voices
LaurAliCiouS: they were telling me to ride my bike up the big curb
LaurAliCiouS: oh hahah
LaurAliCiouS: she said the whole time when i would like not make it up the curb shed be laughin her as off
LaurAliCiouS: and i would be all serious about it
LaurAliCiouS: like she thought i would laugh along but i was just getting put down cuz the voices would laugh at me
LaurAliCiouS: its not fun having voices tell you and make you do stuff and then laugh at you cuz you cant!!!!!!1
LaurAliCiouSx: they were like midget voices
LaurAliCiouS: and a bunch of em too@
LaurAliCiouS: n everything they said they would like almost be singing it
i love laura
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| The way we are the way they were- (its just a shadow of whats wrong) |
[29 Aug 2003|11:03pm] |
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my coach is crazyyyy insane...wayy to strict.we cant talk to boys!...such a hard thing for to do..muahaha
two loooongg practices today - i suck... i ran 8 and 1/4 laps in 20 minutes- fuck i need to get in shape but im way too lazy to :(
its so weird to be back at school- summer went by so damn fast and this sucks big time...but its still fun to see my Peddie friends~ muah
laura- im sorry i left you alone >i wish i was with u at the beaaachhh>daddy is being a shit head>>>> i wuv you
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| Don't sell yourself short You'll lose it in the end |
[28 Aug 2003|09:53am] |
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Im gonna start packin for school in like 20 min- Eeek! i DoNt WaNt tO gO bAcK..i havent even been home much this summer.let alone this whole YEAR~~ i havent lived for like a week straight in this house..well maybe Xmas break....summer was the ::best:: too bad-->its over now :(
shoutouts to all the summer locals n *slocals* ~u guys are the bessttt! ill see u all nest year!>> dirt, noah, Mr.Bubbles, ItsmylifeJohn, armani, jtru, carmen, ophelia, woody, mikethedyke, shark,tom bono, nippy, penquin, chris, my newyorkboys includin Jessica's boy andrew, the 48thers. christian, ed, my son steve,bill,mike,edhead,dingle can have a shout out too, JOHN c,tom,lil mikey and most of all McGuyver and everyone i forgot 143
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NAVYgirl58: you rockin the blue suit this year?
SurfnSnoGurl: screwwww uuu pengiun
NAVYgirl58: yo
NAVYgirl58: i went to the central park zoo the other day
SurfnSnoGurl: uh hu
NAVYgirl58: and i was looking at the penguins
SurfnSnoGurl: haha
NAVYgirl58: yo
SurfnSnoGurl: oky
NAVYgirl58: do i really run like that
SurfnSnoGurl: who ever said u ran like a penquin
SurfnSnoGurl: AHHAHAHAHAHHAHH
NAVYgirl58: there was this doofy ass one that was running around ...and i knew that if it could talk...it would say the same shit that i say
NAVYgirl58: i felt a bond with that penguin
NAVYgirl58: yo
NAVYgirl58: i run like a penguin
NAVYgirl58: its a fact
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| why cant i breathe whenever i think about you.. |
[18 Aug 2003|04:15pm] |
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LFlyer: cause ur somewhat attractive but u act sooo fuckin young that it makes people sick
im not gonna change for anyone -&- if you dont like me i dont care -&- i dont like playing games especially ones that aren't mine;)-&- im not gonna bear my heart head and body for anyone-&- im definitly not gonna bow down for you :) ~~> realize it quick
im a crazy hyper bitch *buddy* and i just cant seem to help it..haha...grow up? what for.. how bout you learn how to have some fun? ill show u a go0od time
laura and i are goin to the beach, we dont know when ill be back- hopefully never, we are gonna have the best fucking time all summer [if we can beat our past times] in this next 2 weeks we have left and i cant fucking wait!
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[17 Aug 2003|09:52pm] |
Closest 50 non-Friends for m0rning_starz:
1: adorable_icons, 2: bananadanda, 3: chinkybizkit, 4: concealer666, 5: crushedviolet, 6: heavenxsent, 7: literatestylish, 8: lithiumx23x, 9: pink_kisses, 10: pinkbaby1, 11: pinkpumpkinseed, 12: stargirl925, 13: thedonnas12, 14: xcornholiox, 15: xfall, 16: xxbetterman, 17: _gitty, 18: bite_mee, 19: gnomexcore, 20: jillard, 21: lizzydroxmysox, 22: noiseanddkisses, 23: pridefilledeyes, 24: ssummerstars, 25: tbsfansunite, 26: deadawake, 27: brandnewtheory, 28: ooscudoo, 29: _hit_and_run, 30: dansimons, 31: finch_music, 32: blinkmee, 33: keegular, 34: kittiekat660, 35: originalmidge, 36: vickster1, 37: stuckonmyself, 38: sundaydrive, 39: zephman, 40: ursolastsummer, 41: sk8withfreedom1, 42: _crash_and_burn, 43: jeweltosparkle, 44: melichious, 45: bleedxmyxname, 46: burnlikeastar, 47: dixicola, 48: xconvectuosox, 49: eliserrr, 50: tornpaperheart2
wahhooo i have friends?
we pick up laura tomorrow and then to the beach!
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| am i living it right? |
[16 Aug 2003|11:25pm] |
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Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
greenday
~i didnt go to the concert-sux
~johnny and i spilled a whole thing of syrup on the floor and the idiot did a shit job cleaning it up and mi padre found the syrup all over the place- he wasnt happy
~i talked to joey for a long time on the phone tonight.. first time in like a month..he makes me sad..but i love him
~laura comes back from canada soon and we are gonna go to the beach and ill get to see all my awesome friends and armani too lol
~my mom makes dumb decisions and does things that piss me off
~my dad reminds me of the people on True Life: im obsessed with my dog. - its preettyy damn funny
~i have to read two more summer reading books and it took me 2 1/2 months to finish my first one haha
~i got some pics developed and they are maddd sexay!!!!
[-]i am not allowed to go to the beach untill i get better AHHH some one help me[-]
im slowly getting dumber each and ever day :)
Adam Lazarra from Taking Back Sunday
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| you're a lush and i hate it |
[15 Aug 2003|06:18pm] |
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i did nothing today, i want to go to john mayer and counting crows tomorrow night but i dont know if im going now :(.. pops and i are driving to the airport to pick up laura reallly early on monday morning, i think im gonna make her a sign so when she walks out of the plane she sees a nice sparkly sign that says Welcome Home Biatch then i think ill run up to her and give her the present i bought for her madd long ago and then yell at her for gettin with ugly boys, ya ..sounds like a plannnn...o i love how i have nothing to do right nowwwwwww
this is realllly funny
Getting high also impairs judgment, which can wreak havoc on teens in high-pressure social situations, leading to risky decision making on issues like sex, criminal activity or riding with someone who is driving high.
Richskill11: u gotta watch spodge bob when u are high
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| Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up |
[14 Aug 2003|09:48pm] |
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i just got back from camp- ive been driving around all day- im worn out and i feel dirty
camp was awesome yet horrible at them same time
[+] the ride up with pezzer shi portia and shi's momma was the funniest car ride ever.. im so retarded... how bout we go fishin with spears..10 foot slide.we tried to buy worms.. oo god we are weird.. okay maybe im weird? haha i LOVE it...
[+] the camp staff consisted of SEXY < HOTT& funny foreign boys from all corners of the world jamma>lucas>shirahs boy Pedro>tom>jaime>pablo>hug grant>the australian dude> and of course Florist> who names their kid that?
[-] it took 20 mintues to try to get service on my cell phone and checking my messeges consisted of a whole half our of continous redialing... nothing could piss me off more
[+] i got to see jeanna and sam and some other old UA people at camp and it was a grand old suprise cuz i had no clue they were gonna be there and i hadn't seen them in years!
[+/-] the PEDDIE FIELD HOCKEY team made it to the championship game outta like 16 teams or something but then lost during penalty shots --boo << we are gonna kick some @$$ this year>> and the forward line is the best everrrrr/// and JAMMA taught us a really hott Italian cheer.. .yeea
[+] lauren alfaro ate shit aka mud... 4 times in one game.. GREAT stuff there!
[+] while laying my self to sleep i thought i heard thunder which really happened to be some dumb fool from the other team who fell off her bed... so thennn aagain i was awakened to find SKUNKS outside ...aafter Preston and I spied on them and watched them eat the other teams equiptment...we decided to lay our tired bodies to rest to later be awakened by camp conselors with flashlights searching for the messy culprits.. to their suprise and not mine.. the skunks were smarter than they were and they hid dumb bastards...welll anyways i fell asleep and thenn PRESTON woke me up at like 130 to go with her to the bathroom... ugh.. she peed.. i peed and we decided to take on the role of Dora the Explorer x 2 and investigate the whereabouts of the culprits and when when approached the site we didnt see anything but thennnnnn something moved.. it was a BLACk skunk and it was moving towards us... we ran to the cabin-preston fell on her way up the stairs, i slid on the mud..we both made it to our beds safely.. the end of the SKUNK STORY *i guess u had to be there*
[+/-] the funniest night at camp caused us to laugh so hard it pissed off/woke up our teammates countless times.. and they bitched at us.. boo hoo im sowwwy MUAHAH
i wish i was at the beach :(
lola comes back from canada on monday
it feels so great to be home and clean...
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